No One Said It'd be Easy

It’s 9 o’clock on a Sunday night.
My world just ended but I’m all right.
No one said it’d be easy.
But no one said it’d be this hard.

Things are going to be ok.
Some angel is going to look my way.
I know if I try…
Things will get better if I cry.

It’s 7:15 on a Monday morn
I’m trying get better but I’m torn
No one said it’d be easy.
I believe someday I’ll calm this storm.

Things are going to be ok.
Something new is going to come my way.
I know if I try…
Things will get better if I cry.

It’s 5:30 on a Tuesday eve
I’m trying to remember what I believe
No one said it’d be easy.
I never thought I could cry this much.

Things are never going to be ok,
Somebody new is getting in my way.
I know if I try…
I’ll fail…

It hasn’t been my week.
Can’t remember my last good day,
So I crawl back on hands and knees
Praying for it to get easy…

It’s 12 A.M. and I’m awake
Wondering how long it’ll take
To get easy
I think I’ve figured it out

Things are starting to be ok.
I hope that angel is here to stay
I know if I try…Things will be better after a good long cry…

ignore thisss

hey i just needed to put a link to this website that i can get to from the school computers...
http://www.syn.sussex.ac.uk/5.html
pooks.

the prospect of tonight makes me smile :]

Darby vs. Bradley.

Friends.

Donuts.

Sleepover!

I cant wait.

211th Post. And I stole it :]

I had my first voice lesson and Mrs. Quint was really impressed with my voice and stuff. :] It was really good!!!!!

I forgot my phone at home though..... :[



Im getting fat... i eat a giant cookie at lunch every day so i think i should stop... haha i dont work out enough to not have to worry bout that. I did do some conditioning last night. I can never finish at gym so i am trying to do it here. Bleh.



Homecoming is Oct. 3rd. I dont have any potential dates unless Mickey moves back within the next week. Long story. Remind me and i'll tell you about it on Friday. Im such a flirt! Good Lordy!



Well, i dont really have anything else to say at the moment... Love you guyssssss!



Hope its good at Bradley, even though i know that it mostly is cause i talked to ND on the phone like, yesterday.



HAPPY IF YOU ARE READING THIS YOU NEED TO TEXT ME BACK!!



Bye!



Pooks.

Something new.

~I turned someone down.

~As bad as I feel about saying it I have an odd sense of power that kind of scares me.

~I finally have learned to not date someone just because they asked me.

~I can be single and absolutely content.

~And, Pooks I am absolutely not boy crazy.

~never have been.

~There's just been an excess of guys in my life.

~I didn't choose it.

~I hope this is the most drama of this year.

~+D

~NEON D.

short post from ICT

Hey, so yesterday was a eventful day.

1) Andy. He found me when we were walking out to the busses and was like "OMG I havent seen you in forever! and I miss you and how are you and that sucks that marissas moving" and all that stuff. He hugged me. I almost punched him.

2) Volley For Victims. Me and my neighbor are planning this event called volley for victims and its going to be like Hoops For Hope, but volleyball.
We couldnt leave her puppy home alone because he would tear up the house and so we stuffed him up her shirt and rode to starbucks and planned for it for 3 hours. Its going to be awesome. Were still researching where we want our proceeds to go, but i want your guys feedback on wether you would pay $100 to enter a team (6 people per team, thats only about $16 a person) and play a game against another team of the same age group. Its just going to be for fun, and there would be door prizes and we were thinking we could maybe play for a winner, but it would depend how long the games are taking and how many people sign up. Its going to be awesome.

Oh, and then we had to ride over to Adam's house and drop of the book that i borrowed, and that took a while and i stopped by marissas and accidentally left my bag (lexis cell was in it) at her house (SHE MOVES IN 1 WEEK.) and then it was dark and we got in SO SO SO SO much trouble. Like yelled at by her dad, and threatened by all our parents and then get this, NO PUNISHMENT! it just cant happen again, and if it does we have to call.

3) So many people are sick! oh, my Lord! Every time i turn around its like "oh, so and so has the swine flu!" "No they dont... Theyre in the hospital for a blood transfusion." "nu-uh, i just talked to them yesterday and they have strep!" its pretty insane. Weve already had 4 cofinrmed cases of the swine flu.

4) I START VOICE LESSONS ON TUESDAY! im so excited! I have to get really good for senior choir, and plus i just really want them cause i love singing. And the songs were doing in choir are really fun except this christmas song about a sleigh. Bleh.

5) Im trying to stress less. Thats a good thing. :]

6) There is a recording studio in mill run that i found that i might record my song at... its $50 an hour, but they said that they would give me a discount. :]

IM COMING TO THE BRADLEY GAME AGAIN BECUASE THE DARBY GAME IS REALLY FAR AWAY AND IM NOT GOING TO THE DAVIDSON ONE BECAUSE ITS AWAY TOO AND YOU GUYS ARE HOME THIS FRIDAY RIGHT?! and Happy, i need my shoes back and also, how was the wedding? :]

Love youuuuuuu,
Pookie :]

I'm the Fire

Hey all! Week 3. I suppose that I've adjusted well enough. I really like all the new friends I've made. But I do have a point in this.

Ok, so things aren't exactly perfect on the boy front for me. Blue-eyes doesn't have any classes with me (except for lunch and we don't sit together) and the last time we seriously talked (because we do... for real) was about two weeks ago, but youth group starts up next week, so I refuse to give up on him for at least another week. And if you're trying to set me up (i.e. happy and the duck) I don't want to be set up until I can be sure that this isn't going anywhere. Most of the time it looks promising. Just not so much in the past two weeks. School happened. What can I say? There's too much sky, not enough blue. Too many questions about why I love you. To many clouds, not enough sun. The rain must fall on every one.

As for who you're trying to set me up WITH. I don't see him like that. Period. Aparently that doesn't mean much anymore because you a very persistant. YES. We do get along well. NO. He is not the most untractive man alive. YES. We are closer than I am with other people. But NO. I do NOT see him like that. Is it really impossible for a boy and a girl to just be friends?

b2ThE3

P.S. Be proud, I remembered my password! :)

Lookey here Laura Jean! (plus week 3)

Look who is on the HCSD website!!!!!! Ta soeur! Haha!

Anyway... week three was fine.... i got sick friday though and didnt even go to school. i slept for 6 more hours then watched tv and rested. then i went to the REVOLVE TOUR with my church.

SO AMAZINGLY FUN!

I love Stellar Kart and bought their tee. :]

I met Chad Eastham ( :] ), Jenn Helvering, and Austin Gutwein (15 years old and hotttt!)

But now i have this one stalker girl from there who has my phone number because my neighbor started talking to her in line and she made me text her a pic of austin... so she freaking calls me like everyday, and idk her name even! AND I DONT LIKE HER AT ALL! Shes freaking unhealthy weird. She doesnt even live in the same city as us. idk where she lives.....

Anyway, RT was amazing, and im better now.

Gymnastics started again and it is so fun! I love it. And Carol is a good coach, i can do my back tuck by myself, and i put my BWO back on beam (HIGH BEAM!) both practices, today without a spot!!! Im so excited for season this winter, excpet idk how im going to get my hw done everyday, and idk if ill compete and i HATE CONDITIONING. we condition every practice and it sucks.

*~ A slightly slightly more optimistic pooks~*

:]

P.S. Happy cload you need to text me back more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh the times are indeed changing.

WELL. What can I say? 'I suffered a crushing dissapointment.'?


I did. but it wasn't crushing and I'm better off...

Better off without a guy giving me puppy dog eyes, (which will stop, hopefully when I stop listening to his every word).

Better off without being head over heels, because things are always upside down from that perspective.


Better off with friends and no boyfriend.

Better off just being me....singular (In all sences of the word).

~The singular and content duck.

Week 1 and 2.

Hey Liv, remember on the last day of school how you drew plans to blow up Davidson on my leg? Yeah, get to work.

Week 1:
Pretty much horrible, the only highlights to my days were Erin and Adam and Meaghan and Jenna and my new friend Marisa. The schoolwork is hard. My favorite teacher as of now is Mrs. Kershner, my Honors Biology teacher. And thus, supsizingly, H. Bio is my favorite class! I guess it was kind of fun to see my old friends, but not a lot of them really had anything in common with me anymore. I get to see kids im friends with from my neighborhood on the bus, but i can see them whenever. Plus half of them are upperclassmen and dont talk to me in the halls.

Week 2:
A little bit better, they put me in the alto section in choir though when i am CLEARY NOT AN ALTO. I am making a few new friends, Michaela C, and Kyle (my neighbor baileys cousin) who is a junior, and ummmmm, im kind of friends with this cheerleader Paige that i sit next to in World Studies. Abd guess what!? My would studies teacher doesnt hate me!!!!!!!! He told me that if i dont do track im lucky that im not in his class for the 2nd semester. Id be scared. But I dont know wether to do track or the musical... AH! I dont think i can do both either. :[
Lunch times arent as fun, i sit with Erin and Adam and Jeff Burdette, and Dylan from 6th grade, and carson and ryan Dixon. I text Marissa all lunch cause we have it at the same time. We never really have any epic convos at lunch anymore though. but hey, no class and no tests to freaking ruin my GPA so, I LOVE IT. Ha. Yeah, i thought i did so well on my Alg 2 test... i got an f on the quiz and a D- on the actual test. I now have a C- for the class, which is better than Erin and Adam but still. :[

I Miss All Of You.

Pooks.

P.S. i think i might be in like :P

Week 2.

I am so very happy.

Unreasonably happy.

*BEAMS*

In fact I may just smile myself into next week.


Maybe it's the cough syrup.


~Neon neon neon DUCK

Q & A

Q: Do you realize that you should be on more often?
A: Yes, yes i do, and well i'm perfectly fine with that, i'm busy, and i try to make time where i can, but it dosn't always happen.

Q: Are you really that busy?
A: Would this be a serious question? i doubt so. but no, i am not, i just keep busy as such. Do i really have this much to do, often times, yes, other times, no. When i don't have that much to do, i find things and make them important to do inbetween, making my day full of important things.

Q: How is school so far?
A: A reasonable question from this mind? *gasp* anyway, it has been going well, getting to my classes on time, getting my homework done on time, etc. So it is well, although often times i still just want it over with.

Q: What is your favourite song on the playlist at the moment, and do you have any suggestions?
A: Hmm i haven't had a chance to reveiw it, why would i come up with the question if i didn't have an answer? i don't know, but i did. and i do not have any suggestions at the moment, unless you can find Weighty Ghost by Wintersleep, that would be nice. :D

Q:Why are you making this post?
A: Because i feel it needed that i visit in, no matter how busy, and no matter what else there is to get done, i feel it required to stop in at least sometimes and update everyone, even if such can be done to the other authors on facebook.

Q:How can i suggest more questions for your next update?
A: Just send me a message on facebook and if you don't then send me a message on yahoo. (Landshark77777@yahoo.com) If no questions are suggested, my updates will continually be like this, rather lame, where i come up with the questions AND answers.

Q: Are you actually doing any reading at all?
A: Yes, why yes i am.
Q: No really, like outside of necessary reading?
A: Yep.
Q: It's over 100 pages long right?
A: no, actually.... YES.
Q: What is said book?
A: World War Z good book, won't be able to finish it though, due at the library in like 8 days, and i'm only like halfish done!

If i get any more questions, i'll post them, if they're BEFORE another post is made, (meaning this is still at the top) then i'll just edit this one and add them in. Otherwise i'll just kinda begin compiling questions, and answer them when i make an update, or if i get a more urgent question.