My Story

Once upon a time, there was a girl. She was trapped between living and simply existing. She put walls up all around her. No one could ever break her heart because no one could ever find it. When her prince came for her, she hid and he never came back. The end.

New Years Resolution: This is not going to be MY story anymore.

update on me

• i don't need a man to make me feel better about myself.
• i just really want one :)
• i think that somewhere along the way, i became a really fake person. this scares me. i'm not a fake at heart, so how did this happen?
• i'm a nostalgic nancy.
• i cut my bangs too short. i need to stop cutting my own bangs.
• thinking about getting emo hair when the bangs grow back in.
• got a tumblr. kind of obsessed. not going to lie.
• i should exercise. but i don't. i've never been this down about my physical appearance before. sometimes i really hate who i'm becoming.
  
• the blog needs a new look and sound. this has been here since like august.
• i'm still in love. still. as in four years next monday-ish. why can't i move on and mean it? blue eyed wonder has a girlfriend, now, by the way. i didn't like her before she was his girlfriend. now i just kind of hate her.
• i'm thinking of what good titles for the book of my life would be. "Smile: An Almost Love Story" is right up there with "The Infinite Sadness of a Nostalgic Nancy".
  
• i just "in my pants"-ed those titles. dammit. i have to keep looking.
• taking a solo to solo and ensemble. freaking out. avoiding it at all costs.
• i reallllllly want to be section leader next year.

Love As Always,

b

this is the first post in a long time that doesn't mention how sad our corner of the internet is. or it was anyway.

Dear Guide to Nerdiocity Crew,

What happened to us guys? We used to be so cute with our little blog and mall trips. Now the blog is dead and we haven't all hung out together since... uhhh... well.. I don't even remember. Not blaming anyway or anything I just think its funny how much stuff has happened in the past couple of years and how much has changed. I'm glad we're still all friends, especially since now a days it seems like most friendships last like a day. So basically I love you guys but we need to hang out together, unless I annoy you... which is probably the case haha
Love,
Liv