k, so this blog refuses to die

hey, every one. but mostly abby and becca. this is the blog speaking... would you mind NOT letting me die? i miss when every one had something to say.
don't be afraid to be random.
i won't judge.
i'm a lover, not a hater.

love,
www.nerdygirlys.blogspot.com

I'm just waiting for this lull to break.

So while I realize at this time of year the blog takes a nose dive.
It's entitled.
We all are once and a while.
And I know that eventually something while happen to peak interest again.
Last year it was MW
A fine addition if I may say so.
So I have been rather musically inclined of late.
I've practiced guitar a lot recently
I'm preparing a solo for S&E.
I've been writing some new songs
Anyone want to collaborate?
Maybe Byronic Heroes may take off yet?
I want to record the songs somehow.
Like youtubing it or something.
I've also realized that my book has too much time in it to give up.
But I Also am a bit stuck.
But I have my new book.
THIS LULL HAS GOTTA BREAK!
~NEON

This is me being superior to lauras technology.

Why, Hello, January!

• i has a life again!
• brett, amanda, and em just made my life a lot better.
• puppet hiatus???
• i'm wacky for watermelons and tuff like deer.
• left my lab book at school. i need that.
• saw lindsey in the paper! don't be creeped out, but my mom put you on our refrigerator :)
• my room is a sty. i'm like 90% sure that i just spelled that wrong.
• losing respect for people. mostly myself.
• its so hard to be around jessica knowing that she doesn't know that i'm not telling her that she isn't alone in her indevors.
• she's using me as an excuse to stalk him. um, i can tell, and its really stupid because he's taken to walking away when he sees her coming...
• ....
• going to youth group again. i'm sticking with it for my em, cause she is lonely and i'm being selfish. i will make that a better place by the time school gets out.
• coffee. :)

love you!!!

B

break is almost over

hi im sorry i havent been on here in so long. i finally got a new computer though so hopefully i can now comment on posts without waiting 10 minutes for the interenet to bring up the separate commenting box. yay:)

gymnastics season is in full swing again. i was going to quit next year but now im not entirely sure if i want to... i can to AP and ski club and gym and not die right? yep i think so. we'll see.

guys..... im confused. and i dont even know why its like this i feel so stupid and desperate. im just a low down mule in horses clothing.

ive just finished reading gone with the wind and now im really sad because it made me cry. its so good though! grrrrrrr.

i feel so gross... i was up all night at a lock in and had so much fun! but then i came home and slept from 8 till 3 and then read and then burnt a christmas tree and now im just sort of disoriented because its already 740 and its saturday.... and we have school on monday.

the only class well actually the only reason im excited to go back is because of choir. ill get to sing and see kyle and allison and all my other choir friends even though most of them are really cliqueish and stuff but i love them.

ski trip is in a couple weeks and im so excitedddddddddddd!

love you all:):):):):):) <3
pooks