Mailmen and Hamsters

Today was a good day in English Class! Laura and I spent most of the time goofing off and discussing things that had little to do with English other than that being the language these things were spoken in.

Laura: You know what I've always wanted to do, you know, if it wasn't like animal cruelty? I've always wanted to buy like a whole bunch hamsters and just like stuff a mailbox full of them so when the mailman came it would be all HAMSTERS!!!
Me: Aw... poor hamsters....
Laura: Maybe I'll just get a bunch of ugly feeder rats.
Me: GOLDFISH! Do it with goldfish!
Both of Us: *random see-through mailbox tangent*
Laura: But what if once all of the hamsters come out, the mailman gets so scared, he like, steps on the gas and runs over a hamster?
Me: Hamsters are tough. My dad stepped on my hamster once.
Laura: Yeah, my cat ate my hamster once.
Me: Really? My HAMSTER ate my hamster once

Love! B

It's Hard Enough To Be Here Everyday...

I'm just going to skip the big apology about not every posting on the blog since that seems to be how all my posts start. I just want to point out that I do read the blog. A lot actually. I just never really have anything to post about I guess. Just want you all to know that I'm still around. I really made this post to share this awesome song with you guys. MW, I don't think you'll really like it. It just really kind of...inspired me? I don't know, I just really like it and it would be awesome if B could add it to the playlist if you guys like it! It's "Maybe We'll Make it After All" by Stages and Stereos. You know Jason Lancaster? The guy that was the main singer in Mayday Parade and now Go Radio? This is his little brother Daniel Lancaster and their sister. Just thought I would mention it since it's so hard to find good music these days. And MW, if you correct a single spelling mistake in my post I'm never going to post ever again!

And this is who we are

And this is what we've made

Don't close your eyes

Don't be afraid to fall

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And all that they'll say

Is failure's the only thing we'll find

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Well I'm wide awake

Unwilling to take advice from anybody else

I've already lost everything that's ever

Made any kind of sense

And I'm so proud of what I've made

On top of the world and not afraid to see the end

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My heart's filled with hope

Of getting the hell out of here

It's hard to be here everyday

This place is damned and God can't save it

I can't just get up and walk away

And let the narrow minds get by and lead the way

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My blood runs too think to let this go

The weight of the world is on my shoulders

Well, I'm at the point of no return

Oh while everyday is getting shorter

I'm sure that you hear my heart beat

From miles and miles away

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Well I'm wide awake

Unwilling to take advice from anybody else

I've already lost everything that's ever

Made and kind of sense

But I'm so proud of what I've made

On top of the world and not afraid to see the end

We Laugh, We Love, We Meddle.

Tired. Of it all. Stupid Drama. And most of it is actually something I got MYSELF into. Why? Why do I do these things?
Currently texting with Lucas about his little love triangle with Jessica and the Pretty Percussionist Girl (PPG... but not like the Power Puff Girls). I love Jessica, but she's a little much. My phone's really sparatic so I'm afraid Kyle thinks I just don't want to talk with him, which isn't the case.
Speaking of whom, I have a boyfriend. And I am the akward one. I guess because of band, I'm never going to really have any time to hang out with him except AT BAND. Which is usually really stressful and tiring anyway. OSU marching band on Saturday, so we'll hang probably all day.
Then maybe catching up with Haley that night. Life didn't used to have to be so planed. I used to live on whims and have free time and God, I used to smile. Now... I always feel like napping.
Maybe someday, I'll wake up. Or... not.
Hugs......
Baby Becca Bear.

creativity escapes me!

i cannot write.

i really cant.

i havent written a new song since... june? idk. although today some lyrics popped into my brain during math and i wrote them down, it turned out to be a worship song? i have no idea where that came from. oh well we'll see where it goes i guess.

i really really really cant wait until madrigal tryouts! although theyre in april so i guess i shouldnt hold my breath...

davidson gymnastics is a grand total of 2: me and a frosh with back problems. fanfreakingtastic.

my legs are so sore, theyre going to be sore for homecoming :(

WE GOT A 47' FLATSCREEN LCD TV!!!!!!!!! WERE FINALLY CAUGHT UP TO THE JONESES! hahahaaaa :) my daddy turned 47 yesterday which is why. im so happy!

anyway, im gonna try to blog more often. oh and my lil brother got a facebook, add him and post on his wall all the time, just so itll be funny ;)

love you all! even morbid who forgot i was a part of this blog :*(
love ya!


pooooooookieface:)

my oh my how life flies by

i dont write much of anything anymore.

my journal entries are all about 10 days apart.

i havent posted on here in God knows how long.

im sorry for that btw...

im just so tired or preoccupied and my parents have this stupid rule now that i have to be in bed by 11... im a night owl, i cant take it!!!!! now whenevr i stay up late on the weekends im so tired the next day its ridiculous!

i dont feel invincible anymore.

Kyle et moi avons au theatre pour le voir Charlottes Web. C'etait bien! Je il aime. mais, je ne il adore pas. not yet.

FRENCH IS KILLING ME! IT WAS SO MUCH BETTER WHEN I DIDNT HAVE TO WORK TO GET AN A+ NOW MME SHEPARD MAKES US DO HOMEWORK LIKE EVERYNIGHT!!!

i love you all and i really enjoyed seeing you all saturday night;) i wish we could have all gone together. Promise me that those who are involved in this dispute will just sit down and talk things out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate having you guys be mad at each other.

love you with all my heart <3

pookies

I don't brain storm. By brain gets stormed.

So I don't have much to report on. . .
But to save B a seizure I will post anyhow. . .
So good people:
I love theatre.
And life on a 7:30AM to a 5:11PM basis.
The rest of the time is usually me freaking out or sleeping...So I guess I also love life between 10:30PM to 6:00AM
That's pretty good?
I only freak out Approximately 5 hours and 29 minutes. And I'm dead tired for about an hour and a half.
So the total of unpleasant time in my day on average is about 7 hours and 59 minutes. Which is only about 33% of my day! And that's only an average day!
Can you tell I'm freaking out about precalc?
LOVE YOU ALLL!
~NEONDUCK

Possibly Possible

Yo. This is me saying that the September Updates are (FINALLY) done!

Layout: Too busy to custom make one (esspecially since it's practically October...). Thought I'd go with a fall theme because I'm really tired of all this 60-90 degree fluxing. Make up your mind!

Playlist: It's different. I added lots of new bands. Par usual, it's alternative-ska-punk. If you guys have any suggestions (so I don't have to practically kill myself looking up new stuff every month) seriously, just tell me.

Um, so what's new with me? Slacking. Having fun with it. Need to copy my AP notes in pen, cause they're currently all pencil and we've got a check in a week. Too much math in science. AWESOME english essay that I'm beasting it up in. Cute boy sits next to me in Geology. He likes Edgar Allen Poe and superheros and my music (sort of), but he's pretty anoying. French is soo easy right now. And I've decided to play tuba full time. Except for ensembles/clarinet chior, which were the only really fun parts any way.

Oh, and if you didn't get the memo, I still love the blue-eyed wonder hamster. And I hateeeeee myself for it. It's not fun at all, because I don't even like him, but I want him to be happy. And I want to make him happy. And I'm a pathetic excuse for a teenager.

Kind of on a music kick right now. Hence all the new bands on the playlist. Reel Big Fish is really good, but I didn't pick one of their's because I couldn't decide. Had a big Paramore revival and "Animal" by Neon Trees is one of my favorites right now.

Love you!
B2the3

I was thinking to myself: This could be heaven or this could be hell.

~Well the past two weeks have been a combination of heaven and hell.
~A 1:1 ratio.
~So I have nothing to say.
~No complaints
~No warm fuzzies.
~Room Temperature
~Slushy
~All I know for sure is I miss you all.
~Now I must delve into that homework.
~Optimism takes energy.
~Much love,
~DUCK