omg. i got to drive on saturday!!!!!!!!!

im for sure (hopefully!!) getting my temps this weeeeeeek!

To tide me over my mom let me drive the van around the parking lot at the church! i got 'er up to 15 mph :]


pooksssss

update on all things lindsey!

So i saw three movies that made me cry this weekend...
Friday i saw Dear John with Lexi. Its a horible movie!!!! i loved it but it was horrible, that girl is such a slut!
Then i saw this one about John Keats at abbys... love him!
Then yesterday after youth group (tayte wasnt there but i was talking to Nolan some, theyre both hunks :] ) I went home and Titanic was on. I started watching even though it was like right in the middle. My parents got home from there party and i was sitting there sobbing my eyeballs out. I love Jack, hes like the freaking perfect guy!!!!!!!!!!! omg, i had to record the next showing so i could see the whole thing. gotta go to class ill post more later!

It's on like Butter on Toast!

My coloring book is awesome. Or it will be when I get started. Laura's going down!!! Getting paranoid, so I will stop speaking of my amazing ideas... Yeah, Laura, I know you're spying on my awesome idea!
In English, hating every moment of the unnessisary swooning of my peers. He is a fricken teacher!!

I just can't help smiling at...

~Blue

~Friday afternoons

~Oranges

~Silence of Snow

~Orchestra

~Writing before walking out the door.

~New beginnings.

~Happy Endings.

~B's choice in cinema

~Sound of Music

~Theatre

~Pit

~Knitting

~Thrift stores

~Alternative Music

~Library.

~Lyrics

~Saturday mornings

~Happiness

~Friends

~Books

~Love

~Losers

~Quotes

~French

~Writing

~Purple hats

~Neon Duck

Sick.

I feel awful. I threw up in band. The single worst class to throw up in (except maybe home ec.). I never get sick, but i just couldn't do it today. it felt like dieing. that is so not how that word is spelled, but i'm not even going to fix it. also, i've given up on capitalization. so there.
i am a very clever block of wood. i screwed this whole thing up for the third time. god, i'm stupid.
abby, your beau was rather friendly today. surely he's realized that we're going to have to live with sharing you :) i digress.
slept in. can sleep make you sick? like you get too much sleep and your imune system, like, doesn't wake up? i'm sick and looney. i'm thinking the only way to cure this is with a nap, so i'm outie... hahaha. i need to watch emma all the way through... how does friday sound, ducky? ok. now i'm outie. and on fire. sleep!

B (the very clever block of wood.)

My parents just ruined my life.

im crying right now.

well then.

I wasnt allowed to go to youth group tonight which completely sucked. I needed to "spend time with family since i havent seen them in like a week and i need to go to bed early to start my week right." wow, um i was on facebook the whole time. Great spending time with ya! psh. (both my parents arent even here right now cause they have classes with nick and katy at the church.) And then i find out that Youth group was really fun tonight and that Tayte cut his hair and it looks really cute. SO MAD.

Last night i had a breakdown and i was like i need to go to bradley and i was figuring out how everything would work and explaining everything about davidson. I feel like, from what you guys say, the stress level at Bradley is waaaaaaaaaaay less then at Davidson. At my school theres this need to be like, better than everyone in everything and theres so much pressure. and so my mom was like okay well it would take a lot to consider but we can look into you transferring, but dont get your hopes up too high. So i didnt. I mean, i know it would take a heck of a lot to be able to go, but i would definately be up for figuring out how it all could work. Today we were trying to figure out my schedule and everything ( algebra 3, honors chem, french 3, ap us history, honors english, choir, health and photo 1 ) and i was like, ugh mom i need to go to bradley next year. and she was like " im sorry thats not an option." i was like "WHAAAAAAAAAAT? But you just said.... " " i know i know im sorry but me and your dad talked it out and its just, ugh i have to leave to take nick and katy we'll talk later. "
SO FREAKING MAD.

Tetelestai part auditions were today, and as you know, i was sick yesterday, and i sounded horrible. At least i thought so. and i was so freaking nervous!!!!!!!!!! but rehersal was fun and really tiring today.

Well, i guess ill go.

I love you all.
Mochos.

Pooks.

NOW.

~seize the day.

~No matter what's in my way I'm going to seize the day.

~What I'm worried about now won't matter in the long run.

~And the river is never wide enough to be afraid.

~And the mountain will never be too tall.

~And I'll never drown and I'll never fall

~I can live that long

~Cuz I'm going to seize the day today.

~DUCK

I hate that i cant check this everyday anymore.

I have a new love interest, Tayte :]

Back to my crush obsessing self.

The ski trip was amazing! Love LOVE LOOOOOOOOOOOVE snowboarding.

Let the stress begin.

Pooks.