I just can't help smiling at...

~Blue

~Friday afternoons

~Oranges

~Silence of Snow

~Orchestra

~Writing before walking out the door.

~New beginnings.

~Happy Endings.

~B's choice in cinema

~Sound of Music

~Theatre

~Pit

~Knitting

~Thrift stores

~Alternative Music

~Library.

~Lyrics

~Saturday mornings

~Happiness

~Friends

~Books

~Love

~Losers

~Quotes

~French

~Writing

~Purple hats

~Neon Duck

Sick.

I feel awful. I threw up in band. The single worst class to throw up in (except maybe home ec.). I never get sick, but i just couldn't do it today. it felt like dieing. that is so not how that word is spelled, but i'm not even going to fix it. also, i've given up on capitalization. so there.
i am a very clever block of wood. i screwed this whole thing up for the third time. god, i'm stupid.
abby, your beau was rather friendly today. surely he's realized that we're going to have to live with sharing you :) i digress.
slept in. can sleep make you sick? like you get too much sleep and your imune system, like, doesn't wake up? i'm sick and looney. i'm thinking the only way to cure this is with a nap, so i'm outie... hahaha. i need to watch emma all the way through... how does friday sound, ducky? ok. now i'm outie. and on fire. sleep!

B (the very clever block of wood.)

My parents just ruined my life.

im crying right now.

well then.

I wasnt allowed to go to youth group tonight which completely sucked. I needed to "spend time with family since i havent seen them in like a week and i need to go to bed early to start my week right." wow, um i was on facebook the whole time. Great spending time with ya! psh. (both my parents arent even here right now cause they have classes with nick and katy at the church.) And then i find out that Youth group was really fun tonight and that Tayte cut his hair and it looks really cute. SO MAD.

Last night i had a breakdown and i was like i need to go to bradley and i was figuring out how everything would work and explaining everything about davidson. I feel like, from what you guys say, the stress level at Bradley is waaaaaaaaaaay less then at Davidson. At my school theres this need to be like, better than everyone in everything and theres so much pressure. and so my mom was like okay well it would take a lot to consider but we can look into you transferring, but dont get your hopes up too high. So i didnt. I mean, i know it would take a heck of a lot to be able to go, but i would definately be up for figuring out how it all could work. Today we were trying to figure out my schedule and everything ( algebra 3, honors chem, french 3, ap us history, honors english, choir, health and photo 1 ) and i was like, ugh mom i need to go to bradley next year. and she was like " im sorry thats not an option." i was like "WHAAAAAAAAAAT? But you just said.... " " i know i know im sorry but me and your dad talked it out and its just, ugh i have to leave to take nick and katy we'll talk later. "
SO FREAKING MAD.

Tetelestai part auditions were today, and as you know, i was sick yesterday, and i sounded horrible. At least i thought so. and i was so freaking nervous!!!!!!!!!! but rehersal was fun and really tiring today.

Well, i guess ill go.

I love you all.
Mochos.

Pooks.

NOW.

~seize the day.

~No matter what's in my way I'm going to seize the day.

~What I'm worried about now won't matter in the long run.

~And the river is never wide enough to be afraid.

~And the mountain will never be too tall.

~And I'll never drown and I'll never fall

~I can live that long

~Cuz I'm going to seize the day today.

~DUCK

I hate that i cant check this everyday anymore.

I have a new love interest, Tayte :]

Back to my crush obsessing self.

The ski trip was amazing! Love LOVE LOOOOOOOOOOOVE snowboarding.

Let the stress begin.

Pooks.

A video I made to make up for my absence here on the blog. Hope you like it! And I promise to get on here more often, Luv ya all! Oh, and make sure you turn off the music at the bottom of the blog before watching this!

New Year (a little late...)

Happy New Year!! I'm like 12 days late... oh well.
So, my resolutions:

• I AM NOT A PERPETUAL DOWNER.
• I AM FRIENDLY TO EVERYONE.
• I AM HONEST WITH MYSELF AND OTHERS.
• I AM MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY HEALTHY.

I read somewhere that the best way to help yourself acheive a goal is to state it in the present tense and visualize yourself acheiving it. So. Yeah.

I also want to get into some cool music this decade. I have almost no idea what kind of music was popular in the last few years and I'd like to be able to carry on a decent music related conversation with someone that doesn't consist of "Hey did you hear... by...?" "No, I have no idea what that band is."

So yeah, carry on,

bTOtheTHREE

Just taking time.

!I really think in English we should start and end sentences with punctuation!

?Why should we wait until the very end to have inflection?

.Anyway, aside from commenting upon our languages' punctuation I also wanted to say thank you.

?Why?

.Because you guys are the best people I could ask for to cushion any blows in my life.

.The best people for the job of 'Keeping Duck Sane', you do it well, and it's no small task. .I take my hat off to you,well I would if I were wearing a hat.

.You all do a whole lot more than even I realize on a day to day basis.

. I came to this realization while sitting in ceramics. .And I think it's really sad that only then did I notice how import you guys are to me, and that I should never take it for granted.

.So thank you, cool cats, for being those people.

,Love,

~NEON DUCK~