The Facts of Life

People create stories to make sense of the world.

Always remember:

Life doesn't make sense.

And though we like to believe differently:

Bad things happen to good people.


So the point of life is to come to terms with these facts and work within them.

i believe magic

I have to say: my love life is less than nonexsistant. I'm totally past Chris and all, but i came to a revolution! I don't WANT a boyfriend right now. They seem like more drama than they're worth. "I may be the last woman in the world to do it, but i've finally become a down-with-love girl. Level 3! I don't want love and I don't want you." Such a good movie.
I hate Algebra 2.
I made a new friend today! I used to be scared of her, but yeah. And she will probably be a freshman again next year, but it's ok because I won't have to sit by a stranger on the bus any more.
I'm done with my sister. She's so mean. :(
And I believe in magic... "in a young girl's heart. How the music can free her whenever it starts. Believe in the magic it'll set you free cause that magic's in the music and the music's in me!"
Do you believe in magic?
Life would be so much easier with superpowers.
OR a calculator in my brain.
OR with sleep...
Smiles and Magic All Around!
B

Disappointment.

Well.

Still a lip virgin.

Gymnastics is a varsity sport, and everyone gets a varsity participation award, but only some letter.

Ill prolly letter.

Which sucks, because i have the #4 spot on my team right now. That means that ill compete in like every meet.

There is an invatational on January 16th. The ski trip is from January 14th to the 17th.

I really wanted to go on the ski trip for youth group, but i cant.

Because of gymnastics, and also its $185 and we have, like NO money.

I wanted to go to that more than anything this whole year.

Seriously.

:[

being apathetic's a pathetic way to be, but i dont care.....

~pooks~

duuuude.

I feel sooooo behind, and tired, i shouldn't write this while tired or it will just go on and on. I almost forgot a period key existed, let alone it's use. THAT could have been ranty. anyyyyway, i would totally suggest music for the blog, but i have a feeling you guys would hate my current taste in music, so i'll skip that point, what other point did i promise to hit the next time i posted? ughhh... tired isn't helping, and my music is going against me here. okay... okay okay okayyy. What to say what to say? i've been well, school is well, only struggling in Spanish 2. D: but all shall be well, helped a sophmore in Honors Biology with her homework today, does that count for anything? i'm drawing more as of recent, and people have actually WANTED my drawings, weirrrd.. but now i feel like i'm ranting on nothing, you guys ought to give me ideas on what to post on, i would post more often if you did. xD
EDIT:
OH HEY I MISS YOU GUYS! i knew i was forgetting something, but i really miss you all! D:

Hell is real...and other bad tidings.

~My parents returned and its all I can do not to gnaw my arm off when they're talking to me.

~I am really starting to hate being stuck as me. I'm getting sick of all the problems that are Neon Duck.

~Overall I had a good day, I suppose. Just all the unfortunates (it's a breed of stupid little elves) came in clumps.

~If any of you say this has anything to do with men...It honestly doesn't. And Ribble if you give me that stupid smile and go "Yeah, okay whatever." May I remind you that I have gotten past 8th grade. Not that you'll believe me and you probably still are smirking because we all know when I'm mad it MUST have SOMETHING to do with men because I"m incapable of any other emotion.

~AFHK qalosztiefh alhk f I am so frustrated with everything.

~Neon.

What is it about these high school guys?

I, also, am in like :] Unfortunately he doesnt go to Davidson, hes a Darby boy. And it IS NOT Brandon. (But i do miss him. And Austin. And Nate. ]: )

His name is Ed.

:]

Shut up! I know what you are thinking!

Hes a snowboarder.

I text him alllllll the time.

My mother better not be reading this.

I might be hanging with Kyleigh and Chris and him and this other kid at his house on saturday. After gym tryouts of course. Were going to play BS. I told my mother that there was no 'interest' between me and him... oops... :]

NATE GOT A FACEBOOK! And i know some of you might think whatever about him, but i am so excited because i missed him alot!

My life is picking up, but i still wish i was at bradley with you guys.

Laura, im moving in with you.

OH! and i reeeeeeeeeeeeally really really really want to go on this ski trip with my neighbor Lexis youth group, we miss school on Jan 14th and drive to West Virginia and hit the slopes all day, then we leave saturday for Kentucky and stay at a church there until Sunday afternoon (17th i think) when we head back. And its for middle and high school so my brother could go too. Its only $185 with a snowboard lesson and rental. :] But i have a meet the day before, and an invitational on the 16th and then a meet on the 19th so i might not get to go which sucks so bad!!!!!!!

I love her youth group. Its SOOOOOO fun!

Brad put me in charge of something next week, but i forget what... crap.

:]

I might be competing varsity for gymnastics... maybe. Prolly not tho. Idk if i even want to this year, next year sure though!


Pookiefaceeeeeeeeeee

~Something sappy about how I'm in like and things have a silvery glow to them.

~I'm in like.

~Like like like.

~As in link arms and skip and then make an idiot of myself like.

~Like as in someone I would date.

~Like as in caring about the future.

~B. If. I ever turn into the girlfriend TELL ME. Right away.

~ALT 3

~NEON DUCK +D +D +D +D +D